Gulping in...

Gulping in!!!

The last time I didn’t pay my library due

the librarian gave me an angry look

The look he gave me was like I’m species new

added to this was his angry look

And a comment as if he’s some duke

Gulping in my rage was what I did

but seriously saying I wanted to puke...

And the day when the silly guy next door

partied till morning 4

And that too during my exams

I wanted to say him things sore

but gulping in my anger was what I did

rather worsening the situation more

And the day when the girl

thought me to be a fool

just because she knew something which I didn’t

The toughest thing for me was to keep cool

I wanted to bang her head with the nearby stool

But gulping in was what I did

because I believe that in situations like these

Gulping feelings in is the best tool !

I gulped in my frustration

when I was rejected by a girl

even though I knew it was just infatuation

At the time when I gulp in

it feels like I’m worth nothing

I’m just like a fish with no fin

But in long run I have seen

that gulping in

is something

That works out its way through everything

Gulping in feelings is not the weakness

but the art is the biggest strength

Something out of reach for the poor souls

Something out of reach for the weaker ones

Shouting, aggression is the sign of weakness

Isn’t  smiling and letting go the sign of greatness???

©Rahul Singh